White chocolate mousse with rasberry cream

Made these for my big sis dinner party today as dessert. Friggin delicious, the recepie comes from my best friend Martijn, best cook ever next to dad :-)

X-mas project 'Mandel gave'

This is my finished project for christmas, it's a gift for mandel gave. At christmas after the big christmas dinner we eat 'risalamand' with finely chopped almonds in it, but one bowl contains one whole almond.

The bowls are decided by the one who is youngest gets to choose the first bowl and from there on each gets to choose one bowl in an order of each persons age. And last year my BF came with me to celebrate Christmas with my family and he got the whole almond in his bowl, wich means, he gets a gift and has to buy next years mandel gave, but this year we have decided that he will spend christmas with his own family because this year his niece came to the world, and he will spend 'julefrokost' the day after with my family, and we will do this every year from now on. So and because it is my family i have to buy the mandel gave for this year. And this is what i came up with, a crocheted blanket. I found it here, the pattern is written in danish, i didnt follow it exactly, i made mine a bit larger and changed the colours and had another yarn type, the border is also different and i decided to not make any flowers. 

I just love the way it turned out, and i really hope i will win my own mandel gave =P

But i do also wish for anyone in my family to win, it goes with all of their homes, it is a very neautral colour.

I will update this post with the packaging, when i have bought the last piece for this gift, was thinking some christmas cookies or candy.

Cat

Outvecklad - Poem in swedish

Outvecklad

Jag ær inte bra på att vara jag
Jag har aldrig varigt duktig på det som ska vara bra
I den tid jag har levt har det varit upp och ner
Jag ælskar att ælska
Jag ælskar at ge
Men i min tid ær ælska som mig att tro på få som ger
Værlden i mina øgon, som ung jag forstod
Ingen ær som jag och då blev jag misforstod...
Jag ær som jag ær med den utveckling som sker
Jag sitter fast i en outvecklad fas
Jag har aldrig kunnat komma førbi den førtid jag har haft
Dær ær många førhindringar som gør att jag inte kan komma fram
Jag sitter fast i en førtid jag aldrig velat ha
Jag skæmms før att jag inte kan vara jag

Trippel drawing

1 - 2 - 3

1. This is an inspiration from an Anime, Wolfs rain, there is a girl standing next to it, but I cut her out, she didn't turn out good.
2. Twisted Fate, think it's 2 years old. The ribbon is supposed to represent her life, the pole represent the people in her life. People are constant, life isn't.
3. Tribal Fairy. This isn't my original, someone else made this, I just changed it to be more me, it's over 10 years old and I still haven't gotten it inked on me.

They are all in A4.
Cat

I don't give a crap

Good morning
So I have uploaded a couple of drawings and a painting this morning, I am I bit bored atm. had a rude awakening this morning, BFs phone rang and he was running 5 min late, so I ofc also woke up, I hope coffee will help my head, when I sleep to little it feels like its being squeezed.

so...what to write...what to write...
Oh I became an aunt for the fouth time last week....beautiful baby Kahlan...looks a lot like her dad (my oldest sibling), hopefully I will go to Norway and meet all of them. I would love to do that...if money weren't that tight....Norway for family or BFs brother GFs 30 year party vacation...hmm...

you know...I don't really give a crap at work...I am a full time cleaning lady...yay...no...I used to like it...I work alone...no one is bothering me...except...when they complain....I don't really know what they complain about...they aren't being specific, it's as if they just want to complain about anything because there isn't anything to complain about.
I split Fridays work, half Friday, half sunday....and inbetween there I don't know if anything happens, so...you know what....I don't give a crap...complain all you want, I did my work. I do want to quit, but where else will I work, I don't want to go unemployed, its friggin boring. Tough I could go back to school...or I would love to go back to school, just not regular school, I want to go to art school. But...again...money is tight. Blæh...

Ahh...Family...babies....I have a BF who is not ready, and a head that is broken...I do think about starting a family...but it seems so far away...and I can't get well if a don't workout and eat the right stuff...but I can't workout if my heel wont heal....

Love doesn't hurt, people do...
Cat

Mine - Drawing

 

6 months old or more (can't remember), A5 size

This drawing was inspired by Kim Jae Joong - Mine. I hope he dosent mind me naming my drawing Mine as well...lol...he is a handsome guy, and I have a thing for Asians and blonds...lol...
oh yeah...if you don't get it, she's naked.

Cat



Mine

Earthbound - Drawing

 

a month old in A5 size

I don't draw or paint all the time. It just pops an image into my head, and I just have to draw it out, if I don't, then I walk around as if, I forgot to do something. Drawing, hmm... don't know how to explain what I feel when I draw, satisfaction perhaps, no...I enjoy the person I am when I draw, I am in more peace with my self.

 

This came out, because my boyfriend, was holding some information from me, from a trip he made with a couple of friends. I honestly do believe him, but all the fucken lies...one after another....why do I keep up with it...he does not seem to want to change

Cat

Earthbound

Experimental drawing

 

This was an experiment to see if I could draw from a real life photo, its not bad

Cat





 

cherry blossom

 

Nothing is set in a clear path - Painting

 

I actually painted this a while back, and I noticed I haven't uploaded anything thing of my artistic side, so in the following days I will take photos and upload.

 

This painting though is the fourth one I have made, started a year ago.

Cat

Nothing is set in a clear path