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New yarn project 29/9 - crochet basket

Decluttered my window

I had alot of stuff in my window and it was annoying me. So yesterday i decided to just take all the stuff and put it in a box to deal with another time. It was mostly candle decoration and stuff like that and lol some old x-mas decoration. So I took some of the stuff off my desser and put it un my window. Turned out nice. Left side holds hair stuff, right side jewlery. The candle holders i have had for ever. Took an scarf my little brother made and twisted it around and tied a bow, old plastic rose i had gotten as a gift from an old collegue from netto and a rosarie my mom bought for me and a rosarie bracelet my mom also bought for me, twisted them both around the candle holders.
Cat

New yarn project

A pilow case, did a random crochet search on google, cause i have some yarn i bought a while back but never got an idea to use it. I just loved the colouring, so i found someone who made an crochet pillow case in basket waeve
Cat

Covering a box in contact paper 2/3

The Black box on top

Covered in contact paper

I even covered the inside with contact paper

Needed something to store my yarn projects, the White yarn sticking out is another gift i am making.

Turned out exactly how i wanted it =)

Cat

Crochet basket

Not exactly the colours i wanted but i wanted to try crochet a basket, its almost done

Its finished, it came out Big enough to store my yarns

I found the pattern here i made mine larger than the original pattern, i have alot of yarn, and it's still to small, i have more yarn, but after im done with all the projects i am crocheting it Will fit all of them

Secrets

I have Dark secrets laying so close to the edge
I should try to let Them go
But somehow
They are also a part of whom i am today
I did not know for several years
During a session
One question was asked
Memories started to attach
Am i normal
For not letting go
For letting the memories of a time long ago
Stay attached in my memories
Or lock Them up
And be free
Be free to be me
Will i even be me
If i cannot remember a vital part of my memory

Covering a box in contact paper 1/3

The White box in the back

Fold dine mælke kartoner

Det er alltid smart at folde dine mælke kartoner. Tager mindre plads i skraldet. Dette lærte jeg, når jeg gik i første klasse.

Før

Efter

Good morning

This is how my mornings look like. Coffe, smoke and ipad.
Im always on google or youtube to search for new DIY inspiration, crotchet guides or shopping online ;-) and sometimes i search for some idea of how i can draw something specific, if i cant figure it out my self.
Hopefully some day soon i will be in art school, but for now, what i can do will just be as it is.

A gift im crocheting

Hopefully it will be finished in time :-)
I love making my own stuff. Its so uniqe one of a kind and not mass produced.

Blocked

when you dont know what your looking for
when you dont know what you will find
dont climb into my mind
youll never understand the mess in my head
falling back to the past
recharing my strenght
building back up my wall
no cracks for you to fall into
no openings for you to get through
youll forever fall into the blackness
into the dark pit of nothing
you are no longer part of the strenght i got

Change

So this is it. Im done with facebook. Im going to blog instead, if you Want to read Then read, i dont really Care what you do.

Im not going to delete my facebook account, but i am never ever Again going to log on to facebook Again.
Facebook has to Much drama, to many comercials. Im so fed op with being suspicious, using facebook as an search Engine to find anything stupid. Im tired of it, and it Drains me.
Im removing an distraction that is making me insecure. Im done, fed up, hate facebook.

Im doing this blog as a Way to write Stuff off, see it as an online diary, yes diary, i Will write about anything and everything.
Im sick of having to hold back all the time, i am not Like you, im different, yes i really am different from others. Like on facebook i had to reconsider anything i posted or uploaded, fucking stupid, why tha hell do i have to contain so Much of my self just because it may hurt someones feelings or whatever. F*** Y**, im not going to box my self up for you.

Im tired of not being able to voice my self, i cannot be silent, it is building up inside of me and im ready to Explode.

Im always affraid of saying the Wrong Stuff, im no good with creating connections to People, im always misunderstood, i hate that, i hate being misunderstood, yes i know i am not an easy person to understand.
The fact is, i dont trust People, there are the few friends i have that havent run away from me, When i shared my most hidden secrets, but there are alot of Them who turned Their back to me. This made me shun creating connections with people, and instead i hid, mostly online, but extremly i hid inside
of me, i closed off the World.

Now its hard to get past my fake face.