Secrets

I have Dark secrets laying so close to the edge
I should try to let Them go
But somehow
They are also a part of whom i am today
I did not know for several years
During a session
One question was asked
Memories started to attach
Am i normal
For not letting go
For letting the memories of a time long ago
Stay attached in my memories
Or lock Them up
And be free
Be free to be me
Will i even be me
If i cannot remember a vital part of my memory