Don't get it

atm. it's almost 5 a.m. and i feel tired, i just dont want to go to bed.
I kind of feel like, i dont want this day to end, cause tomorrow is a new day, where i have to get up to go to my stupid work. I dont want to go to bed because i have to go to work if i do. but even so i would still have to go to work even if i dont go to sleep, just takes longer, but if i go to bed then time goes to fast.

Im fed up with my work place. I feel like im being fed to the dogs. And everyday i just want to stay at home, call in sick and just lay under the covers.
For each day i push my self to do what i feel so intensely that i dont want to do, is, i can feel it's somehow making me feel very sad.

Cat